Sunday, February 5, 2012

Future

"Love without rules."
Currently:
Reading: About to start reading "Deep Unto Deep" by Dana Chandler
Watching: Anything BUT The Superbowl
Listening:"Forever Love" by Francesca Battistelli

You are my forever love
You are my forever love
You are my forever love
You are my forever love

From the bottom of my heart I'll sing to You
From the depths of who I am I love You
With everything inside I'll run to You
'Cause all that I've become I owe to You
 
Oh. Yep, oh. That's my grand opening statement this week. I know you couldn't hear it but it was followed by a sigh. Several actually. 
I started my new job this week and all I keep thinking is how abundantly blessed I am that God put this job in front of me. That and I hope I don't screw this up. Then God speaks, reminding me that He is the God of peace and that if I would just trust I would know that. Sometimes I just feel like how could God not lose His patience with me. But I'm getting to the point where I just start to remind myself of all His good and faithful promises. I'm starting to see, truly see, myself again. I'm not a failure. I'm not just a working robot. I'm a person. I can live and love and express myself. Confidence is my best accessory these days and self value my best asset. I have something to offer besides carbon dioxide.
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. 
Plans to prosper and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
 
"Think without limits." ~the inside of a dove chocolate wrapper.

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